God,
im not sure about these emotions and feelings im experiencing. I have many questions and i am physically, emotionally, and spiritually TIRED! This morning, I woke up so heavy. My trust issues aren’t getting better. I truly don’t know the place I’m so settle in right now. It’s just so hard and heavy. As I was driving today, I remember just saying “this is not easy” it’s not God. I’m longing to be fulfilled and hear from you.